Slapshot/my theatre teacher desirves a raise.

I miss hockey sooooo much. If there are any regrets in my life, they would have to be quiting hockey and Violin. I was pretty good at the violin, and hockey was just awesome. But whatever. Whats done is done. I miss new york so much. I miss the humidity in the summer, the bitter cold winters, and dunkin donuts. I actually have not had their coffee, so I can't say if they are better than starbucks or not, but one day, one day I will go on an adventure to find dunkin donuts with a quest to try their coffee, and then I will truley be able to see which is better. Wow. That sentence made me think of world of warcraft MAJORLY. And video games in general. Which reminds me, I still need to play resident evil, which also reminds me that I need a job. UGH. Times. Are. Stressful.

Speaking of stress, today in theatre was great. So, we had plan A, to perform pantomimes, but everyone was sick. Then we had plan B, to read and discuss a script we have been slightly studying for the past week. Before we could start on plan B, people were discussing how stressful and abnormally hard the day was today, and recomended we had like a five minute chill out with all the lights turned off and stuff. This eventually turned into plan C, were the teacher decided to circle us up, have us lay down, and deep breathe with the lights off. So nice. Then we did a mind over body exercise, and had a few laughs. Finally, we sat up, and got a little venting session to discuss the hardships in our lives at the moment, which was nice, and after, we discussed the happy things so we could end the day on a happy note. I think our theatre teacher is great with doing this. He teaches not only theatre in of itself, but also some great ways to keep our spirits high when things are tough. In all honesty, he is a great role model for us to see just how happy one can be, no matter how hard life hits us. So, uh, Amy Gordan, um...could you like...give him the biggest raise ever? Would be the coolest thing ever. Thanks :D hahahaha.

I totally forgot to drink a huge glass of tea the other day. Now its rotting in the office. Gross. Mom? Wanna take care of that?

Kidding :D

I have been posessed I swear.

Still sick. Been sick since like Wednesday. I am so mad. All I want to do is live a day were my voice sounds normal, nose doesn't go crazy, and I can be energetic for more than 1 hour. It's so annoying. I acquired a cough last night, which doesn't make things better.

Does anyone ever randomly draw blueprints of their dream house, or make lists of what would be inside your dream house? I do it all the time. lol. Well, at least, a plan to all the time, but never actually do it.

Spiral staircase

hot tub

king sized bed

balcony

different level flooring

wood floors

carpeted living room

big window room for a piano

purple walls some were :D

Fish tank

Garden with fruit in it

maybe flowers

Red, Black, and white kitchen (so old school, but retro at the same time :) )

lots of bright lighting

very open

yeah, I got bored. I went to target on friday and got a bunch of new stuff. I am excited. I will no longer wake up spending more than two minutes looking for something to wear. So many options now :) I got new toothpaste, FINALLY. Aquafresh will forever be my favorite brand. I got the sensitive kind, but luckily it will still whiten my teeth. I hate the color of my teeth sometimes. I got new chapstick too :D I feel like throwing out my old chapsticks, because I have enough to start a chapstick army I swear, and i feel like one day they will all gang up on me and choke me by jumping into my mouth and swimming down my throat, because thats about all they can do. hahaha. Kidding.

lalala

I love people. People are so cool. Seriously. I could write 1 million poems about how much I love people. LOL. kidding. But i'm super excited because I made some super cool friends, and its only like, the third week of school. lol. Freshmen friends are awesome. haha. Gotta love the little people. I am so glad I will never again have to repeat my freshmen year. Sucked soooo bad. I am glad that the new freshmen are having a good time though :) I hate seeing people overly stressed, and sad. I strangely haven't made any new friends in my own grade. Sophmores are just weird I guess. What a drag the school is going to be with us as seniors. lol. Good thing the world is going to end before we graduate? Man, that theory is so stupid. Another weird thing is that all my new friends are somewhat involved in theatre. haha. Go figure. Only two freshmen (when ever I type freshmen I say the word evilly in my mind. I swear I don't want to kill the freshmen...) aren't interested in theatre.

BUT THEY WILL BE.

Creepy? I don't think so. haha. anyways, I want to learn more Farsi. It's such a fun language. I think I can take a class durring the summer, and maybe that class can count towards my language credits. That would be awesome. Leave me more space for other electives :D That would make me happy. Then I could possibly take some psychology classes. They seem a bit boring though. This is a boring topic.

Wouldn't it be fun to join a circus? Think of the people that would become your new family. lol. Crazy. I don't think I have any special talents for the circus. Maybe doing something with fire or knives. It would be thrilling. I would hate to travel all the time though. It would suck. I want to stay put somewhere when I am older. Traveling would be fun once in a while, but I don't want to be that busy. I wonder what kinds of conflicts go on when the circus is traveling.... fire breathing contest anyone? haha.

This blog is too long.I blab on my blogs. My artistic brain doesn't like to stay on one subject. SORRY!

CONGRATULATIONS ON GETTING YOUR LICENCE LUKE!!!!

Skyhawks are the best people ever.

Sorry. Still filled with spirit from the game. But seriously. we are the best people ever. baha. Im writing this blog again. Stupid blogger failed me. Anyways, the game was good, and fun, but freakin sheldon man! they embarrassed us on National television! #%&* them! Kidding. We skyhawks shall be nice to the sheldons. They worked hard, played a fair game, yaddi yaddi yadda. We had the best spirit, I think. We were so loud. Our various cheers were so fun :) Hanging out with the theatre kids was so much fun. And Luke. Can't forget our non theatre friend Luke. hahaha. All in all, it was a blast. Except for the dude next to me who kept telling me that no matter how much we cheer we were never going to score? Come on man! Have some spirit! We lost because of is negative energy, i'm telling you. jk.

GSA was fun after school. It really got me thinking about our school, and how much we need to change some things. We recently had a teacher leave because they were done with all the hate stuff that was going on. They were a really good teacher too. Our school is a pretty good school already, with an awesome theatre department, AMAZING FOOTBALL TEAM, GO FREAKING SKYHAWKS, and really good college prep classes, but we still need improvement with our hate crime stuff thats going on. Not just with the gay stuff, but all together. Our school needs plays like the Laramie project to show us just how impacting hate can be. Plays like that should never again be canceled at our school. No matter how many parents call and complain. Its an after school play. They/their kids don't have to see it. But they should, and they shouldn't be telling our principle how to run her school. Let her be. Take your kid somewhere else if its so offensive you have to have such an important play canceled like that. Come on Parents, Come on Amy Gordon, Come on southridge students, and Come on southridge staff, we need to come together as a school, and improve our environment so that it can be a better, friendlier, and most important, more respecting environment, so kids can walk in our halls feeling safe, and sit in our classrooms and focus on their studies, more than worrying about being bullied for a difference they cannot change. Its a task that is very achievable, so why can't we achieve it?

On a less serious note, my throat has been hurting, and I get super tired from just walking up the stairs. I am going to be super sick tomorrow, but of course I am still going to school, I can't miss another day =/ Plus, we are running through our pantomimes, and I cannot afford to not be there for it. Hopefully I can sneak a nap or two in? haha. I hate days like tomorrow were you have to toughen up more than you ever planned to. uuuugggghhh. Hello lots of water, and lots of meds.

GO SKYHAWKS!!!!

More lists and a crazy wife

Scripts are hard. I'm trying to write one, and its finally becoming something. Its weird how the mind thinks of situations that go in one direction, but end up going into a completely different mindset. Like, I tried writing a horrorish type script, but the plot was too stupid, and it would have been too disturbing for the audience I am writing for, so I was stuck. Finally I talked to my scriptwriting/theatre teacher, and my mind was open to so many new ideas. Excited? Completely. Now its moving in more of a murder mystery type of plot, and those are always fun. Still in character development, so it may not be until tomorrow when I come up with my plot line. Who knows. Excited to see how it turns out though :)

Poems are a little on the down low lately. School is too time consuming, and my mind is only thinking of scripts, math, and pantomiming(woo! love acting 1). I have been thinking of some poem ideas though. Maybe my creative juices will become... juicier?...haha.... Now that I am learning awesome mind exercises to expand my thinking. Yum. My favorite thing ever is making lists(go figure) of random words non stop and then combining the words to make a plot. So fun :) Kinda looks like this....

Bird

Plane

sky

rocket

boom

ouch

rust

metal

banana

murder

disaster

crash

gun

clank

alla cazam

blue

clues

circus

together

forever

until death do us part

then I could combine "Murder, Until death do us part, gun, together, boom, plane" to make a plot line about a wife who cant stand her husband anymore, and shoots him on a plane creating a loud boom. Kinda stupid. would need to be fleshed out. lol. How the hell would she get a gun on a plane? And why does she have the gun? Was it pre planned? Is a flight attendant working for her? whoooo knoooowwws. lol.

I love lists.

I am a vergo, and apparently vergos love lists. So here are some lists.

MOVIES (some I like. Dont have a true favorite)

~ The Parent trap

~ House of 1000 corpses

~ The old halloween movies

~ Elf

~ The new halloween movies

~ This movie I watched on cartoon network yesterday.....

~ I know who killed me even though its kinda stupid

~ The uninvited

~ Resident evil movies

~ The messengers

~ The stepmother

~ I even slightly liked hills have eyes. I can watch any movie (except quarintine and the wickerman. Those just sucked) and like it a little bit.

~ harry potter

Music

~Revolation song by Philips Craig and Dean

~ This lady gaga remix http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DR1lRM1DqFk

~ other remixes

~ katty Perry

~ Lilly Allen

~ My Chemical Romance

~ Nelly Fertado

~ Lykki Li

~ Tila Tequla

~ No Doubt

~ Deff leopard

~ Van Halen

~ AC/DC

~ Queen

~ Ozzy Osbourne

~ A few others I cant think of

T.V. Shows

~ House

~ The Tonight show with Conan O'brian

~ Ellen

~ Its on with alexa Chong

~ Tyra

~ Avatar

~ Spongebob

~ Thats so raven

~ Third Rock from the sun

~ I love lucy

~ extreame make over home edition

~ So you think you can dance

Food

~ Sloppy Joes

~ Ice cream

~ Grilled cheese

~ Mac and cheese

~ Rice

~ tomato soup

~ Chocolate chip pancakes

~ Tai food from trader joes

Drink

~ Bubble Tea

~ Barq's Root beer

~ Coffee

~ Starbucks

~ Water

~ Diet Coke

Top 5 places I would want to work

~ Move theatre

~ Target

~ Mall

~ A book store

~ Gamestop

Tips for Life

~ Eat food

~ Drink Water

~ Praise God (sorry. had to say it. Im a crazy christian, remember? hahaha)

~ Have fun

~ Be Strong

~ Go crazy

~ Give luke 10 bucks for two days each week every other november and october

~ Give shabam 20 bucks For 1 day each week every other november and october

~ Who made more?

~ Hahaha kidding

~ Math= my but

~ Because the circumfrence of each cheek is....kidding

I feel bad....

My dads still sick from a while ago :( he had some flu thing. Poor dad. I still don't know if I will be able to see him this weekend. I don't want to risk getting sick before school starts, cause then I will be sick on my birthday. That would be hell. School supplies are still needed which sucks, and mom gets freaky everytime I mention it. haha. Whatever. I can be the cool kid who borrows papper and a pencil from everyone on the first day. haha. Or I can live up to my blog title and slyther up to them, bite there ankles, and take there pencils. hehe.

Moms making a grilled cheese. WOOP. OH MY GOSH I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED. haha. Its one of my favorite foods. Deffinatly my favorite meal is grilled cheese and tomato soup with shredded cheese. But my favorite food is sloppy joes. Is that weird? To have your favorite meal and favorite food completly different....hhhmmmm

well moms done and I am huuuunnggrryyy.

OhEmGeeJasmina

Its 2:05 in the afternoon and I pretty much just woke up. GAH. I am going to die when school starts. maybe being at dads will encourage me to go to sleep earlier. I'm so lame when it comes to sleeping. I love it, but then again I think I love the Internet more. And twitter. Twitter=the best website ever.

Top Ten Websites

1. Twitter

2.Google

3. Facebook

4. Blogger

5.YouTube

6. Gamestop

7. worldofwarcraft.com

8. Google pictures?

9. Ah I cant think of anymore!

10. Shopping websites

That was a hard list to make. I am so website deprived. I need more. I think I had a dream about talking to OhEmGeeJasmina over twitter. I knew twitter would get into my head one of these days. I cant remember my dream last night anymore. I hate it when I am dreaming, then someone wakes me up and I remember it, but then they let me go back to sleep, and when I wake up again, it all went poof and I cannot remember a thing. It sucks!

I have a huge craving for chocolate chip pancakes and Starbucks right now. Coffee is probably not the best thing for me at this hour though. Rollerblading down a hill while burning paper on the side of a busy road with lots of big cars may become a sad reality for me..... =/

If you are bored, try to make up your top ten favorite websites. its firkin hard!

and fallow OhEmGeeJasmina http://twitter.com/OhEmGeeJasmina

Hey, I decided to make a bolg mainly so people from twitter can get to know me more and because it gives me something to do at the end of the day. Im like the laziest person ever right now so I am going to do a survey because I dont feel like writing an entire blog. haha.

Are you happy with your current friends?​​
ya. They are so awesome.

Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
No. But I currently have a pair of shabams. Need to give those back.....along with her peekachu shirt. lol

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
NOT SCHOOL. lol. Probably halloween, birthday, and christmas.

Do you think you could live with your best friend?
Hell ya. We would have the sexiest parties ever dude.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
no. It makes me happy :)

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
no. I don't think I liked anyone this time last year.

Do you think relationships are hard?
only if people make them hard and more dramatic than they ought to be.

Would you live with someone with out marrying them?
eh. it would be kinda weird to live with the one you love and not marry them.

Have you ever gotten butterflies from someone?
yup.

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
thinking. and wishing I had chapstick. My lips are burning for some reason.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
no. I was already up. haha

What was the last thing you drank?
iced tea

Did you have a dream last night?
ya. haha. it was so messed up.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Alex

Were you happy when you woke up today?
ya. I always wake up happy unless something horrible went down the night before.

Looking back did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now?
um sort of. Some things yes, some things no.

Are you in a good mood right now?

Ya. sleepy though.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
shorts

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
watching american idol with shabam and the creepy dude from disturbia in dreamland. haha

What sweatshirt did you wear last?
an orange syracuse one.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
uuuhh like 2 hours ago

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
yup. Friends.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Life in the future

Is anyone else in the room with you?
no. Just sad self. haha

Who was the last person in a car with you?
Alex strangely

Do you have any nicknames?
silverpuck to twitterers, haha, freshmen, waterman, watermelon

Is anyone protective over you?
Parents? haha

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
sometimes

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
eh sometimes.

Are you waiting for anything?
my brain to decide to go to sleep. tired as hell.

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
ya. sort of. I hate awkward friendships.

Want someone back in your life?
kinda

Do you find it hard to trust others?
No. Its so easy to gain my trust, but still easy to break it.

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
its almost 4am now. haha

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
nooope.

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
no

Did you kiss anyone this summer?
no

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
cant remember

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
maybe. if its worth it.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
oh dear...I dont think I should answer that.....haha. jk. Chocolate chips.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
rarely

Have you ever been awake for more then 2 nights straight?
uh I think so. Not sure. Im a sleep addict so I would probably find that hard.

Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
Tiny

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
no but I keep getting shivers. lol

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on your bed?
nope

Are you nice to everyone?
Ya. my mom and alex get my bitchyness though. Sorry dudes, I will try to stop :(

Are you wearing any make up right now?
Nope. I am about to go to bed so it would be kinda stupid to wear makeup now. clogged pores man. grooose.

Do you always find it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?
no. Its kinda awkward. lol

What is the last alcoholic drink you had?
wine. mom let me have a sip of hers. lol.

Have you ever turned someone down when they tried to kiss you?
no

Do you like meeting new people?
ya. so fun :)

Do you usually have weird dreams?
always. Im addicted to them

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
yup

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yeah

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
ya. I dont really care what I look like in public right now. its 3 in the morning. I am sure people wouldnt mind how...morningish....I look.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
nope. too young.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
most likely

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
ya. thats what brothers are for right?

Have you ever found someone you really, really, really liked?
ya

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
no. Im such a whore. lol. kidding.

Where will you be in 1 hour?
BED

Was your last kiss inside a vehicle?
No. It was a outside in the middle of nowere with a creepy chick watching us. haha

Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
hes the coolest guy friend everrrrr

What does your last text message say?
omg. sounds disturbing

Can you have more than one best friend?
yeeaaahhh. shabam and luke are the coolest friends everrrr

What are you thinking about right now?
how amazing luke and shabam are? haha

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
cant remember

If you could change your eye color would you?
maybe to grey. love grey eyes.

Are you wearing anything that belongs to someone else?
no. all mine.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
possibly. but like everyone I know is most likely asleep sooo idk.

What is your hair like at the moment?
wavy. I was too lazy to do anything with it.

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
no. my feet are always cold though

Has anyone said I love you to you in the last week?
ya.

When was the last time you talked to your number 1 on top friends?

facebook 2 hours ago

Who was the last male you talked to?
Alex

Why did you last laugh?
Alex was hilarious tonight

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
it hasn't been 10am yet

Do you remember your dreams?
haha yeah. they are so awesome

Have you been to a baby shower?
nope

Last movie you watched?
The stepmother....I think

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
Not perminantly

Have you kissed anyone in '09 that actually meant anything?
nope. haven't kissed anyone in '09

What would you say if you found out your ex was in a relationship?
YIPPIE. and then jump in circles because I feel like it. Then tell him I am so much better then any bitch he will meet. bahaha kidding. I would jump while yelling yippie though.

Has anyone disappointed/ upset you recently?
alex. Him and I share this very weird love hate relationship. Every day he does something to make me laugh, and something to piss me off so bad.

Do you think it's bad for teenage girls to get on birth control?
no. they (we in my case) should be protected if we choose to have sex.

Do you think the last person you kissed likes you?
noooooope.

Do you like silver or gold better?
silver :)


Was last night terrible?
nnnooooo. the last two nights have been incredible.

What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
partying with COLLEGE PEOPLE. hahaha. how cool am I? Not very because I didnt drink and watched conan obrien but still. hey. being at a party is being at a party right? even if your in your own home..... just shut up.

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
no. It scares the hell out of me omg. I hate it.

What was last thing you drank?
Iced tea

What are you doing tonight?
hanging at dads

What's something that bothers you about girls?
periods. they suck.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Never.

Is something bothering you?
yeah on and off. but its silly so I try not to think about it.

Do you curse a lot?
no. only when im kiddng.

Did you mean it when you said "I love you" last?
yup.

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
5 something.

Do you wear actual designated 'pajamas' to bed?
nope I throw on whatever.

Have you ever had feelings for your best friend's significant other?
no. that would be wrong.

Are you comfortable in your own skin?
ya most of the time.

is your birthday in less than 6 months?
less then 6 days, man!

Are you under the influence of anything at the moment?
nope

Would you consider yourself open-minded?
ya. I try to be as much as possible.

How many piercings do you have?
0

Have you ever been called beautiful?
yeah

Let's test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
no idea. something weird probably. I was an interesting 7th grader.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
sorta

Last three things you had to drink?
tea, water, milk

Will you be in a relationship next month?
probably not. but who knows.

Would you ever quit a bad habit for someone?
If I loved them alot and I knew it ment alot to them if I stopped.

Are you a jealous person?
I think we all are with certain things.